I'm not Me
Let me make one point clear. I'm not really the type to just sleep with someone, or mess around with someone on a whim. I don't just have accidents... normally. I mean, I guess last night wasn't TOTALLY like that but it was something along those lines. You know when you've just about taken all the insanity you can handle and you know you're ready to snap and suddenly reason goes out the door? It was like that. Plus liquor. New Years Day I went to Seattle to try to figure out who I am now. I haven't felt like myself since Quil broke up with me, and lets be honest, that was two months ago. Two months that seem like forever ago, and still feels like yesterday. You can say I'm pathetic, but I'm not feeling any better. Its not like you can love someone enough to say you would marry them and have your heart just "fix" itself. It doesn't work like that. Anyway, back to where I was. I went to Seattle to shop for baby clothes for my sister's