Just Your Ordinary Shape Shifting Girl

So, once upon a time there was a future blog. This is what I see. This is what I pray for and dream about and feel in the deepest part of my soul that is right. Its why I have never given up and why I will endure anything and everything. Pregnancies, crazy orgies, girlfriends, and time. Its how I feel and its honest and real and terrifying all at the same time - mostly because it may very well be just me. It may be my hopeless devotion and bleeding filled to the brim self. Regardless, I have to say it and I want you to know too. I'll try to go easy on the mush but sometimes mush happens. So here we go. Fast forward to September 4, 2020. .................................................................................. Walking inside from the party, I still can't help but grin and get butterflies at the smile on your face over the beautiful young woman who makes you light up. No, its not me... not entirely me. Claire is 16 and still brings out the best in you. I am so ble

I forgot I had this place. Its dusty *coughs* I can't even begin to play catch up and since the last post I wrote was also a catch up post, maybe this should become a bi-annual event. And how in the world did I manage to wait this long?  If you've been following along at all then you know I work a lot and patrol a lot and ... well, mostly work and patrol. Let see, what else.... Quil and I are.. were best friends until a couple of weeks ago when he decided to blame me for his girlfriend breaking up with him or however that happened. You know what, lets talk about something happy.  I just finished my college internship at the Forks Pen. As in Prison. I was lucky enough to land an internship close to home and doing what I studied to do. My job was to meet with a group of inmates - some of them were just victims of their lives, some were hardened criminals and every shade in between. I didn't know what to expect when I arrived on that first day but I couldn't wait to di